I'm throwing one of my great friends a baby shower-she's having a girl can you tell? At first I thought it would be an exercise in self torture, all in the name of friendship you know. But actually I'm really having fun, and I don't even secretly envy her pregnant state, my green with envy self told her- so it's no secret. she gets it though, having been there too.
Back to the point of the story... I'm really getting excited, the pink decorations and food ideas are coming to me in the night. the invitations are going out soon. and I'm happy. Not just happy for Em, cause I am, but really just happy- I think I found that good place I've been hoping I would be at. I knew this baby shower idea was a good one.